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| I photo-referenced Eva Braun for this. |
I try to be nice. Really I do. I try to get along with people and follow the rules. To the extent that I can be, I am courteous and considerate. But there's a darker, meaner, more negative side to my personality that comes out occasionally. I think that's true of just about everybody. I don't know. Maybe there are people in this world who are just kind and pleasant and thoughtful all day, every day, and they're not putting up a false front at all. They're just genuinely like that. And may God bless them.
But for me, it's a struggle to be good. There are times when I want to lash out at the world. There's a lot of rottenness in my soul, and it bubbles to the surface from time to time. Occasionally, I'll try to make a joke of it, like the horribly-drawn abomination you see above. I don't know why this idea once made me laugh, but it must have at some point. I have one that's even worse, one I probably shouldn't even post on the internet. Here it is. I hope you don't enjoy it.
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| Terrible even by my standards. |
Look, I'm sorry for this. I've just had a rotten day and a rotten week, and I get like this sometimes. I'll try to have something better, or at least less egregiously terrible, tomorrow. Forgive me. Or don't. Up to you.